i have been deathly afraid of dying until tonight. i always thought that i would die and eternity would begin without me.all of this nothingness forever.and it won't suck because consciousness is no longer a burden. but i stopped thinking like that. the reason is beginnings. i can look ahead but not back. i can see eternal endings but not eternal beginnings. where did it all start? i am looking backwards at a series of beginnings without an end.

life truly is moments. time is also moments. and immortality is bullshit. humans are important to humans.